Let's just say....Merry Christmas for everyone out there!!! I know it's been 3 days away from Christmas but you can't just resist all the warmth feelings of this season around these days. I was having a lot of things to do about the past weeks, well most of them was all about preparing for Christmas day. And for the truth one, i was feeling a lil bit weird about this year because frankly i was only having my mom as my companion this Christmas. My dad passed away about 4 months ago and now I have to face the truth of spending the most beautiful time of this year with my mother only. But no matter what It still felt so good to me and never stops to giving so much thankfulness of what i've got until this now.

Meet Sisi, my lovely neighbour who lived across from my house. And she managed her time to come around my house almost everyday since she moved on this neighbourhood for less than this year. But apparently I have no much time to see her everyday, but my mom does. She liked to play around my childhood toys, and sometimes ask my mum if she could ever bring it home.
It's like a magic, when you can see childrens smile and laugh with their softly pure heart... It's like coming back all over these years, and realizing that time has gone by. I can't ever wondering that much, that i had lost so many things yet I still got so many chances everyday, every year, and there are still some magic come around me. To help me along through so many tough times, even when you remember something that could break your heart down. This year, there are some parts of it I couldn't forget how it hurts...and there're also some parts for me to always being greatful for no matter it was. And not to forget, but forgive.

*Wish me luck for finals tomorrow*


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Me, with my college buddies (minus Audhila huhu) were really excited tho, after thru all the suffers a.k.a Saturday Class and all the presentation, there we were for such a good evening one. My buddy, Bakhitah, by chance was having her haircuts during the meals while me, Andin and Ismi were enjoying the talks (and gossips of course). It was a fine evening to spend with some friends, a good place one, good meals (but still got a little starving haha). Well, you don't have to worry with your money, because the prices are really reasonable too, wondering if you would like to spend a chill day but the money isn't calling you out, just remember this place is fits for you!
Well, after then we still got into PIM though....the belly wasn't over for a Coffee haha, so then we had some Sushi at last!
A bad day at first, but ended up with a quality one with some friends are still making my day though. And knowing that next week will be my final exams....but at the same part it's getting closer to holidays.....are even make me crazier!!!!! Well have a good weekend guys.


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Pondok Indah, Jakarta
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This week's all about the emptiness i felt inside // Feeling less secure with myself when nobody couldn't ever know how it feels like. December has always been my favorite month of the year yet at the same place this time would bring me into a sadness, a thoughtful mind, and couldn't do anything more than sitting on the bedroom and crying all over it. All over the memories and regretness, feeling like a fool and surrounded by the lonesome. Nobody even care, not even yourself.
Realize that arguing with yourself won't change anything...so i made this Playlist. Life is sucks i know, and nothing we could ever do but live.


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So basically me and my friend, Kezia, were planning to go to an event of Jakarta art community that was held on a place in Menteng today. Well then i was a bit excited because i was really fucked up about every single of my College things, and i just need a damn free time to doing all of the good shit. Then Kezia was pick me up about 4 pm this day then we were about to go to that event, until we felt a bit early if we were straight up into that place, so we decided to have a little snack on Sabang 16. Theeen, i took some photos but i wasn't in the mood tho. I don't even know why but i just felt a little bit tired today...well it probably because i was coming back home for about 2 am last night for sake of my college events. Then we were about going to the Festival for about 6 pm, it placed at the Goethe Haus Menteng, but when we were arrived i felt a bit uncomfortable because the event was not really crowded and we were just don't feel satisfied at all. Then...finally we decided to went out from that place and driving around Menteng and we were finally choose Beer garden as our final destination instead of drive back into that event. Well i don't feel good at all and this was just kind of usual Saturday but still glad because reunited again (after 2 weeks not meet up) with my friend!